You are...

My weakness and my strong point...
That's what you are
You can make me cry with only a word
You can make me smile with only a smile
You can give me shivers with only a caress
You can get me up
But you can also make me fall
You can save me
But you can also be the reason for which one, I would be able to fall
With you I touched the sky
And without you,I can see the sky falling

Angel

Don't live under the wings of an angel
Cause you are the angel
Your life is the wings
And one day you will discover the strenght that will make you fly

A mask

She was hiding something
She was holding something inside
But no one could see behind the mask
Only the sides of it
Everything was making her strong
But she didn't knew it
Through the wind and rain she was passing 
And even if sometimes she wished never have been borned
She walked forward
What she didn't knew
Was, that her dreams would give her wings one day
And the strenght she had inside and was unknow to her, would make her flying
So one morning she woke up, strong as a stone and also light as feathers
Without fear she showed the world what she was hiding behind this mask
She wasn't a child anymore
She became a woman
She never judged the ones who have judge her until that day
She left her past backward
She was living the present
And was flying to her future

Modern fairy tale

I don't believe anymore... I' don't wait for... But maybe it still exists somewhere for someone...

I'm so close to you
At the same time kilometers away
I can read in your eyes
I can give words to your silence
But that's not enough

Fairy tales as before don't exist anymore
The prince doesn't come with his horse

But with his car
The princesse doesn't wait for him at her balcony
But give up
There is no 'one time' but 'one more chance'
There is no happy end but an unknown end

There is no perfect story
And I don't expect a such story
Cause it doesn't exist
But in her imperfection, she will be perfect for me

Our rollercoaster

Together the winter is like spring
When we tell lies, we'll make them sound true 
And when we tell the truth, we'll make it sounds fake
We say some words and we make a game with them
Even if the air is fake, he makes us breathe
Even if everything is unreal, everything feels real
When we touch, it's like unreal
And when we are far away, it's like we were living in the reality

With us everything works in the opposite way

Nothing is commonplace

Every day, is like a day on a rollercoaster

We can imagine how it will be,how it will make us feel

But we don't know at which moment

We may be afraid but even so, we take the risk

And once in the move, all our fears leave us

I wouldn't change such days for anything

Be stronger than the others ;)

In my opinion 
people who create troubles to others
people who pass over others to get their objectives
people who do bullying
are unhappy people who wants to see others unhappy too
they want to feel stronger and better than others
and the truth is that they only do that with people who's weaker than them
but never with those who are stronger or more powerfull than them


Sometimes people try to make us weaker to feel stronger
Some times we need to fight
I think that even when we give up, we are not really giving up
Nothing is easy in life

Physically or psychologically
They think to control us by their acts or words
They think by the troubles they make, we will fall and be even more weak
But they are wrong
For a while they can make us weak
But the day we stand up, we are stronger than them

Other times we need to give up
The most important is to feel good and do what's the best for us
We need to think about the situation and see what's the best
Giving up doesn't mean being weak
Because giving up means sometimes being stronger
And by ignoring those who are not being correct with us
Means most times being stronger than them
And leaving them weak
Because it's by ignoring them that we make them feel nothing and no one

Because we are acting for what is the best for us
What means that even so we are fighting for our happiness
And when we reach a point of our lifes
They can have more than us
But while everything they have, will be falling
We will be expanding what we have
Because everything we will have, will be made on solid bases
And we will be strong enough to support other problems
At that moment we can thanks the others who made us suffering before

Everything we've been through, has made us the person we are
But be careful because the last decision is always yours
So don't blame others or life for what you have or not
Because the atitude you had and have only depends on you


I know it's not easy to make the right choices
But even with our bad decisions, we learn something 
And I also know that what others do, doesn't make our life easier
But we have to fight and being stronger not to let them get what they want
Because they only want to see us unhappy
So never let them win 
Even when you know that they won the battle
Show them that you did!!
Only with a smile and going forward

Just for you S...

I never asked promises
I never asked to anyone to be perfect
I never asked to someone to be someone else
The only thing I asked is to be honest
And I got everything instead of what I asked
Funny hein?!
It's easier for people to be fake instead of themself!

I can give someone a second chance but never a third one
I can be the most sweet person, but I can be someone's worse enemy
Being nice is not synonim of being stupid
I see and know more than people think
I just wait until the best moment to let them know

I will never change who I am
I'll fight for what I want
And more the people try to stop me, more I'll fight
Because no one decide about my life
And every time someone will make me fall
I'll stand up even more strong
So those people are not spoiling my life
But they are wasting time of their life

So never give up,girl!! Be always who you are!Because the day you will get what you want, it will be solid!! And while you will be constructing something bigger, others will see everything fall! Never let someone influence your life! There is always a good side with everything, it's not always easy to find it, but it exist! 
Special for you...you know who you are ;)

Choices

The difference between me and most people is not a lack of will
It's the way I act to get what I want and the priorities I chose
I will never try to get something using the weakness of others
But I will on my way help the weak to also reach what they want
I don't see them as rivals but as people who desires the same as me
Which are probably so good as me in what I want but at the same time different
That's why we are unique because even being similar we have something that makes us different
So why should I stop of being who I am and lose my principles?!
Just because in the world we live now we have to be animals to get where we want?!
That's not a good reason for me!
I'm not an animal and will never be!
If being so helped me in life?!
No! I had more pain and desillusions than victories!
But at least I'm proud of me! I can stay back but the day I will go in front I will recieve more than the others! Because the method I used to reach everything I wanted, will compensate me even more!

A place...Somewhere...

I wished I could say that I wish someone to be here
But the true is that I don't wish anyone to be here with me
I love to laugh any time of the day, and so much as possible
But right now I don't feel like I want to laugh


Sometimes memories come back from far away
I wished I could say  that someone means a lot for me
I'm standing in the dark trying to find the light

They make us understand a lot
But also living back moments that we didn't want
Sometimes I miss some places where I've been 
They made me feel so happy and peacefull

But the true is that my heart is closing every day more
I'm hiding from everyone and everything
But especially trying to go through this pain and all the disillusions

And the only light I find comes from the moon
Sometimes I see a star somewhere in the sky
So I tell to myself 
"If she found her place between all those clouds, I'll find my place somewhere in this world"

Did not find a title to describe this text

Today I decided to write about me
This time no rhymes, no riddles, no games
Only the truth
Most people think I have a easy life
Others think that I only look at my life
But I see farther away, probably farther than majority
Only that this time I want to look only at my life
Enough of caring for others instead of me

Happy, easy life?
I don't know what it means!
Because instead of what everyone thinks, I never had a easy or happy life
Since I'm little that I don't know what means 
a real family
someone who cares about how I feel
someone who gives importance to what I want
Between family problems, unlived childhood, feelings stored, fear of what could happen, trying to be the proud of the parents, trying to make everyone around me happy, caring of others happiness... I forgot to live my own life and to be who I really am
The years passed and I started to be afraid of living my own life and be who I am
Maybe because I'm not used to do it and am now afraid of changing
Even if I know that sometimes we need to take risks
I know what means having people laughing of me
I know what means being the popular one
And I don't like of both
People has no idea the pression it is to be one of these persons
They can even ruin your life
Everyone passes by difficult and embarrassing moments, but what makes you a good person is that when you see someone in that situation, you go and help her instead of doing the same as the others
I don't want to be like the most people
I want to be myself
I'll try not to do the same mistakes I see around me
I'll try to have what I never had
I'll try to give others what others never gave to me

People use to tell me that I'm a big dreamer and need to put my feet on the ground
But honestly? It's because I'm a dreamer that I don't give up, stand up again everytime I fall and fight for my objectives
I prefer to believe that people one day will see who I am and my true value by being myself
I prefer to believe that I will get what I want by being myself
Because I will know that what I will have will be real, that I deserved it
And more important... I got it without being fake
Sanding others to reach what I want is a strategy I never used and hope never to use
I'm not mad with those who sanded me to get what they want
I only feel pity for them because it means they are really unhappy and insecure of their own value

I'm not ashamed to say that while the most people fight for a big career, for being "someone", for money and easy life, I fight for having my own family
Because I am already "someone", everyone is
And the true happiness is something we find with the feelings
The proof is that 
many rich people is unhappy, they are not fighting to survive but they are not really living
and poor people is fighting for surviving but is happy when is loved
many people fight a all life for superficial things and once their reach them, they are alone to enjoy them. Why? Because they only cared about them own while they were fighting for those things

Just keep in mind that the first impression is the most times the wrong one

The love story of seasons

Our story is the story of the seasons
We met each other in the spring
The season when flowers and bees meet each other
We played the daisies game, "he/she loves me...he/she doesn't love me"
We seduced each other with exchange of smiles and looks
You walked to me and we felt the sun shining over us
It was a perfect day
No cloud in the sky and the sound of the birds as background

In the summer,that seduction game was over
This season is the most hot one...Sun,warmth,parties...
We moved a step forward 
And after the party, passion won against us
All those days of love, and nights of passion
Made our relation so strong as waves 
So sweet as ice cream
And bright as sun and stars

After arrived the autumn when the colors change 
I discovered suddenly another side of this story
Our love was rooted as the roots of a tree
No one could make it fall but at this season his color started to change
Our feelings started to died one by one
And as the leaves they started to fall and get lost
We couldn't understand what was happening
Only knew that few leaves were on the tree and we didn't knew which feelings

Unfortunately the last season arrived, the winter
Our story, our love, died few days after she started
We tried to fix everything, but the snow hid everything we had lost on our way
And the feelings that were still present froze with the cold
Our hearts couldn't beat normal anymore but we had to save them
We battled so much to save this love story and finaly had to admit that it was finished
Then we found the heat we needed to survive and keep us warm
And so...
You met her
I met him

Our love wasn't supposed to last a lifetime
but only the time of a year
It gave us bad and good moments
learned us a lot of things
and made us the man and woman we are now
So it was not in vain

Chapter that was worth it and is now closed

The love train

We promised thousand things to each other
But all the promises we made got lost somewhere
Our plans were never realised
Because the feelings we had, stayed at that special moment

We were supposed to make it real
But we missed the train
That train that would bring us to that love story
We had everything but we were not there
You wasn't there and I wasn't far away
Or you was there but I was too late

Giving up is out of question
When we search love, we know why we move forward
climb mountains
pass by deserts
cross oceans
We can get lost, but we will never feel lost
Cause we know where we going
And will never be afraid

Somewhere midway we will find us
My words will guide you on the road
My acts will show you what's waiting for you
And while no one believes in our story, we will reach it



1...2...3...
And now everyone can open his eyes
Cause the movie of our lives is starting
Enjoy the story

Don't worry if you lose the battle but don't let them win the war!

Few months ago I met a 15 years old girl and I felt so sad for her
It's sad to see people so insecure, because others make them feel that way
No one is perfect,no one is better than others! Some can be better in something but it doesn't make them better in everything
It's a shame to see some people being bad with others to feel better with them own!
That makes them only sad people cause they never do it with people that they consider better than themselves!
Using weaker people than you don't make you better or stronger!It makes you only being a stupid person without principles and respect!

Hey people who feels like nothing next the others, don't give this pleasure to the others
If they can reach something they want, you can do it too!
If they make you fall, don't worry! Just stand up stronger and show them what's your value!!
You are not less than them!You are just different of them! ;)

Moment

Sometimes we need to learn not to think about tomorrow
Sometimes we just need not to think
We have to learn to live the present
Just for a moment I'll
forget everything
do what I want
be with who I want
enjoy every second
don't let anyone take me out of my world
The world that makes me a full women

At this moment I just want to
listen to our song
feel your lips touching mine
feel your arms caressing mine
feel you against me
I'll just live fully this moment of passion
I wont control anymore this desire
I'll stop being scared for the after
Just for a moment I'll escape with you until we want to come back

I want to climb the present until I reach the top
Once there I'll keep the moment forever in my life
I'll tattoo this moment somewhere where only you and I will know
That place will always give us strenght
It will be our refuge,everytime we want to go away,we will go there
And the day we want to erase this tattoo
I'll listen to our song from the end to the beginning
Hoping that the time will go back to the day I met you
Once that day's back, I'll choose another song
And I'll live again the present
just that moment...

Driving and driving...I'll never stop

Blind,was how I was
Resigned myself to what happened
Letting always some persons deciding about my life
But few time ago I woke up
Now I'm rebel

In this game I'm the one who decide about everything

I look at the past and now everything is much more clearer
Moments of the past are now lights showing me the way
Now that I'm feeling alive again, I won't stop
I'll driving and driving until I arrive at the end of the road

I don't hope to be understood in my choices
Cause no one knows better my life than myself
I can make thousand mistakes
But they will be mine, only mine
I'll fall sometimes but I'll always get up stronger
I'll be the woman I I'll want to be

Now I look at the future and it shines much more brighter
Dreams, is what I see at the end of the road
Past is over, only present and future exist
So I'm driving and driving until I arrive at the end of the road

Be always who you are without fear
Cause while you stay back of fear or shame,others won't do it
And while you not living life as you want, they will be living life at fullest
So never let someone tell you what to do
You are the only one who knows how to be happy
If they might, you might too ;)

You taught me

You taught me to take risks and live a love without fear, without limits. You taught me to live a love intensely, to enjoy every moment without thinking about anything. You taught me to love and then live a great deceptions. You taught me to live my life without worrying about what other  people say. You taught me to tell jokes spontaneously. You taught me that trying to forget is not the correct solution, but internalize and accept. You taught me that love means sometimes to give up if it's necessary for the hapiness of the person. You taught me how to be strong and to hide what I feel. You taught me to discover true friendship. You taught me that there is always an exception in a group. You taught me to exchange words againts looks and smiles.You just didn't taught me how to live without you, without your friendship.I trusted in you like I never did it before.
Our story was like the sand that the sea and brought and took back. Always leaving a few grains of sand or in our case, brands and memories. Some like pebbles that hurt us whenever we tread upon, and others that give us a good feeling as warm and soft sand. Our paths may not cross again, but every moment we passed together will stay in our memory. The time will not erase the few time or lifes crossed.

Crossword

If you create crossword puzzles about the culture or any other subject, there are few people who will try to resolve them. But if you create crosswords on people's lives,there are many who will try to resolve them.

Sad to say, but it's pure reality. Many people today are more concerned with the lives of others that their own lives!

Sometimes people talk to me making comments about something they read in my writings. The funny thing about it is that they never understand the true message of the texts. In fact my texts say a lot but obviously that I never put the raw reality. If I wished that everyone knew of my life, I would write an article and send to everyone! So all those who read my texts thinking to become aware of my life, forget it.

People who spend time with the lives of others instead of moving forward with their lives,are not very smart. And to understand what are the phrases that give a hint about my life, you must have a minimum of intelligence.

Until my friends who can understand it, can not know what goes on in my life.Because as I said I play with words and only those who have to understand, will be able to understand.

Learn that secret is the soul of the business and I will never let you know as much as I do about my life.

So try to guess my life is a waste of time

And here there is no play on words! This text is meant to be understood by everyone! lol

And to end with a riddle...

Never say never... I think I got a crush, so love can maybe be on its way                               

 Never judge a person without knowing her... It's not because she makes part of a group that she is as the others of that group...                                                                                             

Some are egoistic and others can cross oceans...                                                                               I won't tell you but I will show you...                                                                                                      

I can't explain this feeling inside...But I like the way it makes me feel...                                                      It's the perfect dream now and who knows one day the perfect reality..                                                Life is as a movie and a song that pass through my head....

In these sentences I convey much information but I'm sure that the most are passing beside the messages LOL 

Web

I'm an angel but with you I'm the devil
I try to put you crazy
I want to see you without breath
Make you feel the flames

You have no idea the effect you have on me
I try to run away but your look keeps me hypnotized
Your smile makes me desire your lips
The sound of you voice gives me shivers

I try to keep my side of angel
But my devil side is stronger
I can't stop thinking of you
I can't stop desiring you

I feel every time more warm inside
You burn me of desire like the flames can burn
You are being more a devil than I
Because while I'm trying putting you crazy
You already put me crazy

Playing this game with you was amazing
I never played such seduction game
But now... Game over
Because you caught me in your web

I play everyday football!And you?

Life is like a football game. All we pursue the same, the happiness. We have who help us reach the goal and others who try to prevent . Some play honestly and others passing over us. The referee or the destination, is who make the rules and punishes. We don't always win or achieve what we want. But when we score a goal, we celebrate a battle won in life. In other words,being in the good way to be happy. Only at the end of the game is that we can celebrate the victory or war won. In other words, having what matters more to us to be happy. In the game what defines us is the equipment and effort. In the life our equipment is the person we are and the effort is the acts we commit. Never forget there are many epochs and games. So never give up if you lose a battle or a war because they saw more opportunities. And the coach in life are ourselves, because we choose the strategies and who plays in our lives or not.

Diamond

I learned over time that my problems shouldn't be used to make me fall but to go one step further.
I learned that I must not show weakness to those who makes me sad, but that I have to show my value.
I learned that I shouldn't let myself be affected by those who want me bad, but ignoring them. Never should I do the same as them, because I would be so weak as they are.
I learned that even being disappointed by those who least expected it, is no reason for me to close, because it does not make me happier, but on the contrary, will make me a bitter person. Exactly how are these people who disappointed me.
I learned that I should not give up or resign myself, but fight for a better change in my life.
I learned that in life there are few people with whom we can rely on any time, but even these can not do all for me. I have to conquer my future.
I learned that I am nobody to judge, but that I have to do my best not to be like some people.
I learned that I should not do to others what I don't want others to do to me.
I learned that many achieve something in life with lies, falsehoods , passing over the others, etc.. But we can also achieve something being honest and just.
I learned that I must be myself, because otherwise I'm not being honest with anyone, not even with myself.
I learned that lying can win a war, but not the battle. Those who lie always lose a day or another.
I learned that even being adult, I always have to keep a little of the child I was.
I learned that there is nothing more precious than friendship and love. Money I can win and lose, but friendship and love stay always somewhere.
I learned that I can't always have everything, but that's the charm of life. That's the reason why I always have something to achieve.
I learned that dreams are not ridiculous, but give me strength to go on.
I learned that despite all my problems I have been extremely fortunate because I am alive and in full health, while many struggle for life.
I learned so much, but especially
That life is fantastic and deserves to be lived to the fullest, no matter what happens.
It's a diamond ...
Bright, beautiful, begins as "raw material" and is "worked" over the years. So I take very good care of it, as every diamond is unique, just like my life is. I can work her to get what I want, but was never told it would be easy. I can't give up, because I'm the only one who can make something with it.
My life is as it is. Not always happy, but I don't give up and fight for the future that I want. I fight for my dreams that are the best reference point I have. I will not follow others, but I will go against the wind. Cause I'm not afraid to be different and to take risks. After all, nobody better than me know what is best for me.
Life gives us everyday a lesson, we just have to stop to think about it. ;)

On the road

I was walking down the road when you saw me and gave me a ride.
You taught me to drive at 200km / h and then you put me driving at 20 km / h.
You taught me to appreciate the sound of the engine to put mine off.
You taught me to guide me by the lights of the headlights to then leave me in darkness.
You taught me to divert me from others but you forgot to tell me to divert from you too.
You made me smile with your presence and then make me cry with your absence.You can be far away but in my mind you are still close to me.