We can try to flee but it won't help

I can lie with words but my eyes say otherwise. I can ignore you, but this ignorance only confirms how special you are to me. I can say I do not care about anything but the mere fact of thinking about it shows how much it occupies my mind. I try all day to escape from this love that I don't understand, love that occupies my mind all the time, love that leaves me crazy.But in vain. So I make a huge effort to try to convince me that you  worth nothing and that I deserve better, but in vain because I know I was lying to myself. Because to me you are perfect. "I should but I did not ...". That's the sentence I always thought.Today I will not flee again. Today I realized that I wasn't doing the right thing, I was just being cowardly. Because flee from you didn't make me happier, by contrast, has made me more unhappy.
Today I give an advice. Never run away from anything because the things we run away from, will always follow us in our heart and mind. The only way to resolve something is to face it. This is true for all cases.