My heart is bleeding because the door is open and the key somewhere else

I don't know if it was before or after listen talking about you but now I feel lost. My heart is crying, he bleeds because I'm suffering. I'm suffering because I'm starting to have feelings of which I tried to escape. 
You are like the end of the ocean which is impossible to achieve
You are like the sky which is impossible to achieve
You are like the perfect man which I thought didn't exist
You are like the kind of person for who I thought never feel interest 
You are the kind of person for who I always ran away
And now you are touching my heart with your special way of being. Everything in you pleases me. I know every detail of your face even if I do not want to know. I want to clear this tears but they are inside of me and I do not get to them. It's at moments like these that I would I could be a cold person without feelings. Lucky me that you touched me without knowing, I don't want to imagine if you had planed it. You got what nobody got before. You got my deepest feelings. You touched my heart. And you don't even searched the key, it wasn't necessary because your look and your smile were the key.