My heart is burning and my soul is crying
I don't need fake people telling me that everything is gonna be ok when they wish the opposite
I don't need people telling me that life will be better tomorrow when they have no clue about it
All I need is people to leave me living my life
All I need is some peace
All I need is to start a new life far away from everything and everybody
It seems cruel to say that, but it's what I feel
All my life I put others in front of me
All my life I lived the life that someone wanted for me
But now
I want to think more about me
I want to live the life I want for me
I want to be who I really am
People tell me always that 23 years old girls do this or that
But I don't care about what others do!
While the most girls dream about some kind of things
I dream about things completely different
And of course now some are thinking "What is she saying?! There is nothing missing her!". And few are understanding what I'm talking about! I'm not talking about material but about family, feelings, etc. How many live on street but feel happy because they have a real family beside of them?!
Once more, it's the proof that people has no idea about what is the most important in life!
Never think that someone's life is easy just because nothing is missing that person, because material and a smile can hide a lot things!
Some friends tell me sometimes that they don't understand how family can be so important for me when I don't care about a lot of family members. Family is maybe important for me because I never really had one and I want one. Maybe I do give a lot of importance on family because I know what is it's value! Because while you always had a nice family with her good and bad sides. Mine had few good sides.
It's sad to see people who has an amazing family not giving it her true value!
People always tell me that I'm always smiling, that I have a lot of energy, etc. And it's true but sometimes while I'm smiling I want to cry and while I'm full of energy I want to escape in my little world.
It's so much easier to hide our feelings than to have to talk about it. I prefer people to think that I'm fine rather than people asking me what's going one and see them feeling sad for me!
Because that's not what I need!
If I do not stand up alone, no one will be able to do it! I am the one who needs to be strong, to fight for my life and show what's my value! No one can do it for me! And no one needs to know what's up in my life! It will not change anything in my life!
I maybe feel really sad sometimes, but I never forget that there are people passing by worse! So you won't hear me complain about my life!
I'm not sorry about the past or present! Because everything through which I passed, made me the person I am now!And even if I didn't get yet everything I want in my life, I'm happy to be the good person I am! Past and future teach me something new every day and make me a better person.And one day when I will get what I really want, I will be able to give it his true value!
Everything has a reason to be! The secret is to believe in life, on what we deserve and never lose hope!
And not to forget that there is always people in situations worse than ours!So we are no one to complain! We just need to be thankfull for what we have and try to achieve our dreams!
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