I'm still searching the keys

I could have loved but I choosed not to love
I could be loved but I choosed not to be loved
I closed the doors of my heart ...
time went on and when I wanted the keys, I realized that I lost them
Today I can not feel a pang of love
it seems that nobody can reach me
it's like I live in another world
Today I feel a great need to love and be loved
I dream of true love
but I can't get
I feel only indifference and fear
I keep searching for the keys
because I know that someday I will find.
For this I need to find the right person
because he's who has the keys in his possession