Maybe I could but I didn't

Maybe I could have loved someone like everyone says, but am I not suposed to feel something special when it's the right person?! Why should I waste time with someone I don't love, just with the pretext that I have so much love to give away and to recieve?!Sometimes people contradict themselves so much! I don't want to find a person but the right person!Love is something I have from family and friends but the true love is something I can only get with the right person!
People are always changing of person,of love. I can't understand how it's possible to exist love between two persons that months later are breaking up. I can't understand how people can change so easily of person,of love. My friends say that I'm cold, and difficult with the guys who try, but I don't think so. Because when I love I really love. I do my possible for the relation and I want it to work. And if the relation ends, I can't be with someone else weeks later, because my feelings don't dissapear so easily. So I'm not cold, I just don't want to waste time with someone when I know it will not result. Which is the interest of saying "I'm with someone" if you don't know what's true love. I think that people are more scared to end alone than anything else, because it's not normal to say "I love you" and weeks or months later, leave that person. People say in our days so quickly and easily "I love you" without thinking what it really means. The words "I love you" in our days are so insignifiant, that only acts can really prove it.