Did you ever felt different of the others?!
Did you ever asked yourself in wich world you live?!
I did...
Sometimes I feel like no one can understand me
Sometimes I want to live in a different world
People seems to be afraid to tell how they are...
I don't...
I don't care about what people will think, because it's my life...
I see a lot of
fake people
egoistic people
materialistic persons
I don't want to be like them
I still believe in true
I still believe in dreams
I still believe in love
The most important for me is not fame, money, etc.
But love,friendship, family
My dream is of course to do what I like but above all it's to find the true love and have my own family
I can't understand how people can say they love someone when they put their carreer and objectives in front of the persons they love
I can't understand how people can say they are someone's friend when they have the courage of breaking that person for self interests
People tell me that I'm a big dreamer, that I still see life in pink, etc
But that's not the problem...I only have others priorities, dreams, etc.
Life makes us what we are...But we can also chose to be who we are...
The last choice is made by us...
Last times I keep hearing people telling me that it's not normal not to have someone in my life...But what's the problem?! Of course I want to find someone, but I will not be with someone just to enjoy life like they say...Because enjoying life for me doesn't mean the same as for them...I don't see any interest in being with someone who I know that it will not be the right person. I want to be with someone who makes me feel complete...
They say that I'm cold and will end alone...I'm not agree!Cold is something that they are, because they are with people without feelings!They are with someone just not to be alone and having pleasure!They don't even imagine that they can hurt someone!
So I'm proud to be as I am!Because I have my principles and even if everybody thinks different, I keep being who I am!
Stop to think a little ...
Just a little ... It costs nothing but can dramatically change your outlook on life ...
Ever stopped to think how lucky we all are?!
Ever stopped to think about what exists around us?!
Few realize some things ...
Everyone know the disease called "cancer", but few of you stop to wonder what's the feeling of the person affected by this disease or those around them.
Today it's a disease which is seen very much, but for me it's more than a disease ... Unlike other diseases, this one can take the life ... We're not talking about a flu that is cured with a few days of rest or some medicine.
It's a disease in which there is a constant struggle, even surpassed, it leaves fear of tomorrow.
Many people struggle daily against cancer and it's in vain ...
These people see their life go gradually, and see their family and friends suffering in advance of their absence ...
It's a disease in which the strength and suffering are not always rewarded ...
Can you imagine for example, the pain of parents who have a child of 5 years dying gradually without having the chance of saving him?! Wanting to give everything to their son but knowing that he will never live like other kids ... Can you imagine the fear of a child who knows he will never see his parents again one day?!
People suffering from this disease do not fight to live, but to survive ...
While many of you fight to live the life you always wanted, even if it means bringing misery to the lives of others ...
Ever realized that people affected by this disease, forgive everyone and everything?! Why?! Maybe because they realize that in life there are things more important than all this! That life is unpredictable and shorter than we think to waste time on things that are nothing in the world we live in! These people become aware of how wonderful life is, how much she's more important than we think, of how little things can change everything! They realize that the negative feelings and the negative acts do not help to be happy, but quite the contrary!
While many think how scheming someone, they think about how they can enjoy a day that may be the last!
How many people haven't thought of it all and did evil around them, and when they found themselves in front of such disease, asked forgiveness?!
Life has to be enjoyed, but that does not prevent us from thinking about her sometimes! Why thinking about life, the evil that was done and ask forgiveness only when we reache that point?!
We can savor every moment no matter how small it is ...
We can help those around us instead of being cruel...
We can forgive ...
We can give value to life ...
etc..
Without having to be face to this disease that requires us to do it ...
Fight for your happiness and think that others also want the same ... So fight for your happiness without disturbing those who surround you!
Think how much luck you have to fight for the life you want, while many struggle to have a life!
I realized that little by little disappointment made me turn away from everyone ... Sometimes I try not to close, but whenever I want to let someone into my life, I just run away ... It's not always consciously but the result is the same ... I miss my friends, but even so I end up shutting myself in my world ... Although I'm already accustomed to suffer and I know that I will go over my pain like always, it does not change the fear I have to suffer again. ..
In my world only I exist, my dreams and goals. What does not change the fact that I am also very realistic. Although I close me in my world, I think more than most the people about everything that happens in the world around me ... I believe I don't have the right to complain about my problems, because some people is going through much worse ... I only fight for the life I want and not to live as many. Every time I leave my world to live outside, I realize how much life is sad ... I'd rather live in my world with realistic sense of the outside world, than spending 30 minutes outside having fun, and then coming back in my world and see how cruel life is in real ... Usually people think that a dreamer who lives in his world do not realize the reality that surrounds him. But even if I'm a dreamer and live in my world, I think, and I realize things that other people do not! If I dream it is because I have the notion about how sad the reality is. While many do not dream because they just do not realize ...
While I'm dreaming in my world thinking about me and including people who I want to see as part of my future, many are in the world out there, only thinking about themselves ...
I don't run away from the cruel reality with the excuse that life is like that, every man for himself, and thus also I should be! But I let me take from time to time in the world of dreams where I am happy and living in a better world, always aware that reality is quite different ...
I'm not perfect, as no one is ... I have my strengths and my weaknesses, I have my defects and my qualities. But I'm woman enough to admit my mistakes and apologize when I have to do it... I may not be what many people wanted me to be, but I do not care about what others think. I am what I am and even if life is not easy, I continue to fight for the person who I always wanted to be ... I'm proud of who I am, and who does not, does not deserve anything from me ...
Unlike many, I'm not afraid to say what I think, what I feel and show what I am!
Honestly, there was a time when I was what some people wanted me to be, only to not disappoint them. And one day these same people have disappointed me in the worst way. So since that day I think like I do now. And there will be no person that would change me. Those who will deserve me, will accept me as I am and they will give me due value. These people will not try to change me, but at most improve the person I am ;)
Sometimes I miss my past and sometimes I'm anxious to see my future... I just want to see if some things will change and if my dreams will come true :p
Dei-me conta que pouco a pouco as desilusões fizeram com que me afastasse de toda gente...Por vezes tento não me fechar, mas sempre que quero deixar alguém entrar na minha vida, acabo por fugir...Nem sempre é conscientemente, mas o resultado é o mesmo... Sinto saudades dos meus amigos, mas mesmo assim acabo por me fechar no meu mundo...Apesar de eu já estar habituada a sofrer e de saber que o vou ultrapassar como sempre, isso não muda o medo que tenho de sofrer mais uma vez...
No meu mundo só existo eu, os meus sonhos e objectivos. O que não muda o facto de eu ser muito realista também. Apesar de me fechar a maior parte das vezes no meu mundo, eu penso mais do que muita gente sobre tudo o que acontece no mundo que me rodeia... Penso que não tenho o direito de me queixar sobre os meus problemas, pois há quem esteja bem pior... Eu apenas luto pela vida que quero e não por viver como muitos. cada vez que saiu do meu mundo para viver la fora, dou-me conta do quanto a vida é triste...Prefiro viver no meu mundo com senso realista do mundo exterior, do que passar 30 minutos fora me divertindo, e depois voltar no meu mundo e ver como a vida é cruel no real... Normalemente as pessoas pensam que os sonhadores que vivem no seu mundo não se dão conta da realidade que os rodeia. Mas eu apesar de ser uma sonhadora e de viver no meu mundo, penso e dou-me conta de coisas que todos os outros não! Se sonho é porque penso e tenho noção da triste realidade. enquanto que muitos não sonham porque justamente não se dão conta...
Enquanto que eu estou no meu mundo sonhador pensando em mim e incluindo pessoas que quero ver participar no meu futuro, muitos estão no mundo lá fora pensando apenas em eles...
Não fujo da cruel realidade com a desculpa de que a vida é assim mesmo, cada um por si e que assim tambem devo ser!Mas deixo-me de vez em quando levar no mundo dos sonhos onde sou feliz e vivo num melhor, sempre consciente de que a realidade é bem diferente...
Não sou perfeita, assim como ninguém é...Tenho os meus pontos fortes e os meus pontos fracos, tenho os meus defeitos e as minhas qualidades. Mas sou mulher o suficiente para admitir os meus erros e pedir desculpa quando o devo... Posso não ser aquilo que muita gente queria que eu fosse, mas pouco me importa o que os outros pensam. sou aquilo que sou e mesmo se a vida não é facil, eu continuo a lutar pela pessoa que sempre quiz ser...Tenho orgulho daquilo que sou, e quem não tem, não merece nada de mim...
Ao contrario de muitos, eu não tenho medo de dizer aquilo que penso, aquilo que sinto e de mostrar aquilo que sou!
Honestamente, houve um tempo em que eu era aquilo que certas pessoas queriam que eu fosse, só para não as desiludir. E um belo dia essas mesmas pessoas, desiludiram-me da pior maneira. Por isso desde esse dia que penso como hoje. E não havera pessoa que me mudara. Porque quem me merece, me aceitara como sou e me dara o devido valor. Essas pessoas não tentaram mudar-me, mas no maximo melhorar a pessoa que sou ;)
I had a dream
I was walking in beach
I felt the wind touching my face
Suddenly the waves talked to me
I looked at the side that they showed me
At that moment I saw you coming
It was a perfect moment
I felt free but at the same time attached to you
I felt peace and at the same time my heart beat faster
I had thousand words to tell you but couldn't foreshadows them
My heart told me to go in your direction but my head told the opposite
Fear, was what I felt
I knew my heart would be yours
But was afraid to see it broken
Everything seemed to perfect
My heart won the war
My head was so far away but my body already so close to you
It was too late to escape of this feeling who was letting me speechless
It was impossible to find the words,my heart was beating each time stronger
The wind I felt was warm but you were giving me chills
At that moment I discovered the biggest treasure
Love, was what I felt
I knew my heart was yours
Even if I was afraid of all
Everything seemed so real
I woke up next morning,
What was my surprise?!
It was more than a dream, it was real
For once I didn't woke up thinking of you
But I woke up feeling you arms around me
I wish I could have such dreams every day
I want to fly high
I want to live in a world where love persist
Where I live my dreams fully without fear
It might be my own little world but he's mine
I would be the only one who decide about it
Baby,
that's the way you make me feel
that's the way you make me dream
that's the strenght you give me
is simply the effect that you have on me
I want to touch a star
I want to reach one special part in the world
Where I will discover my dreams
Freedom and love are what I want to feel
It might be my illusion but it's mine
I would shine everyday so high but you would be there
Baby,
that's the way you make me feel
that's the way you make me dream
that's the strenght you give me
is simply the effect that you have on me
In that world I would be myself
my passions would be present every day
you would be part of them
with your amazing look and charmed smile
You are the star that I want to touch
And with you I want to live in that world
(P.S. I wrote this text just for the fun so it's not a good one lool )
Sometimes we want to forgive someone but it seems impossible because that person has hurt us very...
Sometimes we feel so disappointed that we just want to be alone and dream a while about better moments...
Sometimes life seems so injust that we can't understand why some things happen...
But
we have to be stronger than the ones who hurts us
we have to be more stubborn than life
Everything happens for a reason, we just don't know always why, but one day we always discover
I learned that life can seems injust and cruel but she isn't! We are being injust for blame her for our pains! Because the one who is injust and cruel is the human!
I have learned that all my life I will have problems, even when life will seem great. That the problems can serve to put me down or to make me stronger. It's up to me to choose which one! I have to use the problems that appear in my life to build a stairway, a stairway that at one moment will bring me at happyness.
I have to use everything in life to help me reach what I want and not to make me weak.
I have learned that I have to take everyone as example. I have to follow the good examples of good people. And see the bad examples of the other ones, to not to make the same mistakes
I have learned that I always have to be myself, that no one deserves that I change for him and that the people who really like me, never will ask me to change.
I have learned that the most people is not fair, honest but I have to ignore them and live my life
I have learned that we are nobody to judge other ones, we can only give an opinion but not being sure because only the person knows her life well
I have learned that it feels good to help someone when we can, we are not only helping the person but ourselves too
I have learned that it's no one's fault if we are unhappy, because we have always the last choice about our life, but sometimes we don't have the courage of doing the best for us
If everyone could learn this, I'm sure that there will be more good people
Things always happen for a reason and to learn us something, but we are the ones who make things happen , even if not always consciously
Learn me to dream, so I can fly away
Learn me to love, so I can feel the best feeling of ever
Your look makes me lose myself in it
Your smile makes me smile without reason
Your touch makes me feel protected even if it is smooth
Your voice makes me feel good, cause it sounds like a melody
So I ask you
to look at me
to smile at me
to touch me
to talk to me
I ask only you to be here and not somewhere else
Every day I'll go sleeping earlier, cause I hope you will come sooner
I feel like the sleeping beauty, but while she wakes up with a kiss, I wake with a clock alarm
People think
I'm stupid but I'm not, I just wait the right moment
I'm pretentious but I'm not, I just protect myself
I'm cold but I'm not, I'm like ice outside and like water inside
I don't have passions but I have, I just don't tell
I don't care about family but I do. Why do you think I'm disappointed?!
That I'm not romantic, but I am, just don't like cliches
That I don't have objectives, but I do. While you think it, I fight for them
That I'm sensible, I am, but at the same time strong as you have no idea
That I have everything but we all have something missing
That my life is easy but nothing is easy, I just don't show it
People, stop thinking and discover...Who are we to judge someone by first impression?! You will never know someone until you try to know her!
Because when you talk about someone you don't know, you're not telling how she is but how you think she is! And believe me there is a big diference!
Look at your life, what everybody think about you is it always right?! I don't think so, so why should it be with what you think about others?!
Sometimes people think to be more smart than others, but in reality they're the stupid ones and the others the smart ones!
You are an authentic temptation ...
That smile in the corner makes me mad
That look of angel but at the same time roguish let me out of control
The way you have of ignoring me but at the same time answering me, intrigue me
You are transparent but at the same time mysterious
You seem to feel something but shows the opposite
I'm sure but then I'm in doubt
You have the look of a child but an aspect of a man full of charm
You make me dream with your eyes and make me rave with your aspect
You make me just fly in a parallel world
In that world I find out who you really are
Hey guy,
You have the voice and I have the letters
Stop playing a game, because I've won
You know why?!Because at this moment you're reading it :p
Just want to live my life and find my happiness ...
Is it asking too much?
Why do people always tell me that
this one does this and that the other one does that?!
this one is that way and the other one is that way?!
I don't want to be compared to the other
I just want to be who I am
I don't care about the lives of others
I only care with my life
Why do people forget to see each one's life when they compare people?!
I don't need a family that put my morale to zero, but a family to give me support!
Sometimes I feel that nobody understands me
Sometimes I feel I'm in the wrong way, but I don't know how to get to the right way
My passion is connected with the arts
Why no one understands this and supports me to go after that!
Why are they always doing the opposite?!
Often I am surrounded by a crowd, but I still feel alone
I want to follow the wind, but the thunder makes me flee in the opposite
Today I know that if I want to find happiness I will have to do it alone and secretly
Because no one will help me
They will only help me to get the opposite of what I want
I learned that some have the chance to have a great family who support them and help, others don't have that luck
I don't, but don't worry because I will get everything on my own
Maybe I take more time than the others, but better late than ever!
Hey you,
Trust me
I ask the sky to send you a star that will light up your heart
I'm not lying to you when I say that
I like you
I have my lips burning with a kiss to give you
Here I am with my heart open for you
To close the wounds you have in your heart
To show you the real meaning of the verb love
You just need to put your heart in my hands and let me come into your life like you did with your passions
Let me do of you my biggest passion
I want to be the one who makes you feel a new feeling
The one who will make you discover true love
Trust me
Give me your wings,
I will heal them
You will know what's love but will be still free to fly
Together we can fly and dicover a new life
You just need to put your heart in my hands and let me come into your life like you did with your passions
Just let me be your angel
the one who takes care of your heart
Send me a star back and I will know your answer :)
Today I want to dream...
So please let me do it
Unknown,
you have no idea how curious I'm about you
you seem to be made for me
you until makes me feel stupid
What I said never happen, is happening now
Without knowing
You make me vibrate
You make me dream
You make me smile
You make me write
Hey you! Don't wake me up!
I admire
the way you think
the way you act
who you are
because you're the one who
seems diferent in the middle of one million
seems not to forget from where you come
seems not to lose his principles
still seems to know what's the most important
Without knowing
You make me vibrate
You make me dream
You make me smile
You make me write
Hey you! Don't wake me up!
I like the way your
look seems so sweet
smile is so charmed
voice is so mesmerizing
body is so irresistible
style is so your
Everything is so similar and at the same time so unique
You're unbelievable and you have no idea
You're the most perfect unknown
And I want to know you
But it will only be possible if you're gonna set this dream off
Hey you! Now you can wake me up!
Let me be the chords of your guitar and feel your hands over me
Let me be the micro and feel your respiration next me
Let me be the stage and make you happy
Let me be your fan, not of your career but of your life and of you
Let me be your security but your security of inside, the one who takes care of your heart
Let me be the lights that light you, but let me light your life always and not only on stage.
Let me be your passion, but off the stage
Let me come into your life the way you let the music come
Where are all the people who want to improve the world we live?!
Those who fight for that?!
Where are all those politicians who believed in
a more just world?!
a world full of dreams?!
a world of equality?!
Is now all are corrupt and only seek to satisfy their needs?!
There was a time when people fought for equality between women and men
There was a time when people fought against slavery
There was a time when people fought against racism '
There was a time in which they spoke about "the dream"
Today there are only
embezzlement
crisis
wars
nightmares
personal interests
Today all the rest was disappearing
If today there were some men as in the past, everything could be different.
They could not be many, but they made all the difference, because people did believe in a better world.
Today, we can't see one, population fight alone against the stronger, because there is no strong who fight with the weak without fear.
Some subjects are still taboo and the motive of prejudice in our society, and honestly do not understand why.
For example homosexuality
Each one is how he is, in what they annoy heterosexuals?! They have the same right as us to be happy and have a normal life without having to hide from people filled with prejudice. They have the same needs as us, the same dreams and desires as we do. So they're not so different. As I see it is not a crime or immoral.
For example spiritualism
How can people believe in God and not in spiritualism. They say this is bullshit and never saw such a thing so don't believe. But have you ever seen God? That I know they only believe in God from what they hear, and they believe in his existence, so why not believe in spiritualism when they hear about it. Have you ever found something contradictory to what was said on this subject? I don't but well about God. They say that God is just, but where's the justice when children five years old die of lucemia?! Children who don't even know what's right or wrong. Don't tell me it's to punish the parents because there were other ways to do so. Where is the justice in accidents where the victims are women at the point of giving birth?! Where is the justice when people with a good background living on the streets with nothing to eat, and people with no respect and pretentious to live in luxury?!
For example people stronger, not obese but lets say stronger than what people consider normal.
These people didn't choose to be like that. Sometimes it's genetic, or a consequence of disease, etc.. It will therefore be a cause for enjoyment?! They are people like us, with feelings. It could be any one of us.
I think people should spend more time thinking about these things in life, they should look to themselves, should extend a helping hand instead of enjoying and humiliate.
Did anyone realizes that something is wrong?!
I personally am not homosexual but I respect and I have friends who are. Is not that why they are less than me!
I personally don't know if I believe in God because I think this world is not really fair. I believe in spiritualism but from experience.
I personally can not stand when people speak ills or laugh with people stronger or less beautiful. I have friends and they are all different, but I like them for who they are. And don't consider myself perfect or close to it, to find me the right to judge or make fun of anyone. Because these people must feel terrible when such things happen! We should not do to others what we don't want to do to us! But few people think of it all and apply that phrase. That's why our society is how she is. Because many don't like when others do it to them but they do it to others!
It's sad but I'm ashamed of the attitude of certain people. And especially sorry for them because in the fund they must be very insecure or unhappy to be how they are!
"I love you" is a phrase so used in our days that I only believe in acts. People don't know any more what means to love someone, they just say it without thinking. Years ago girls dreamed about hearing a guy telling her "I love you". Personally, now I dream about not hearing a guy telling me that phrase, because now it seems so fake. I will only believe in little acts that can make all the difference.
I can't understand how some girls can be happy to hear that phrase when it's something used just to please them. Yes to please, because you don't think that every guy is honest when he says it?! It so easy to say these three words, the difficulty is showing them. How many times did a guy said it to you and didn't show it?! Love someone doesn't mean saying "I love you" or invite her to the restaurante but doing something that shows you really love that person. Doing some efforts even if you don't get the wished result. The most important is that you made an effort, that you tried to do something special for that person. A lot of girls are happy when guys offer them jewelry. I can't understand why?!If it's for a really special occasion or with a special objective, ok. But giving you just for birthday or just because he wanted, is so stupid. Don't you think he would show you much more how special you are for him if he offer you a special photo from you two, or just a walk somewhere with a great view?! Why is people so materialistic now?! It seems like they can't enjoy little moments that can be even more special than big ones. It's seems like they don't know anymore what means true love, because when you love someone, every moment is great no matter what and where. And it's not a phrase or material that will make it better. But that's only my opinion! ;)
Maybe I could have loved someone like everyone says, but am I not suposed to feel something special when it's the right person?! Why should I waste time with someone I don't love, just with the pretext that I have so much love to give away and to recieve?!Sometimes people contradict themselves so much! I don't want to find a person but the right person!Love is something I have from family and friends but the true love is something I can only get with the right person!
People are always changing of person,of love. I can't understand how it's possible to exist love between two persons that months later are breaking up. I can't understand how people can change so easily of person,of love. My friends say that I'm cold, and difficult with the guys who try, but I don't think so. Because when I love I really love. I do my possible for the relation and I want it to work. And if the relation ends, I can't be with someone else weeks later, because my feelings don't dissapear so easily. So I'm not cold, I just don't want to waste time with someone when I know it will not result. Which is the interest of saying "I'm with someone" if you don't know what's true love. I think that people are more scared to end alone than anything else, because it's not normal to say "I love you" and weeks or months later, leave that person. People say in our days so quickly and easily "I love you" without thinking what it really means. The words "I love you" in our days are so insignifiant, that only acts can really prove it.
I could have loved but I choosed not to love
I could be loved but I choosed not to be loved
I closed the doors of my heart ...
time went on and when I wanted the keys, I realized that I lost them
Today I can not feel a pang of love
it seems that nobody can reach me
it's like I live in another world
Today I feel a great need to love and be loved
I dream of true love
but I can't get
I feel only indifference and fear
I keep searching for the keys
because I know that someday I will find.
For this I need to find the right person
because he's who has the keys in his possession
Our life is a movie
is sometimes
a comedy
a tragedy
a novel
a terror
All us are true at times
All us pretend other times
Some are good
and others bad
Some are living the story with us
others look at it
Some vibrate with the story
others don't like
We are all protagonists of our story
sometimes we win an Oscar
other times we are in the background
Everything counts
the beginning
the middle
and the end
because one develops the other
and allows us to achieve the desired end
So when you write your story, think about
in each action
in every word
in every situation
in every detail
because everything is important for a successfully film
in other words, for a successfully life
Love is not something we find when we want, but when it has to be
The best things happen when we do not expect
Why searching love when it can be on the other side of the ocean
I don't try ...
I just live my life day by day ...
I'm accomplishing me personally, and when love will come to me, I will be a woman even more accomplished.
When he appear, I will be able to give him his true value
When he appear, I will be able to enjoy every moment
I will not suffer from what I don't have but being happy with what I have
For when I find love, be even happier than I am!
The path wich has always been closer, has always been the one who is rectum. So why go over bridges, turning right or left?!
I always wanted to walk very fast forward, I always wanted to achieve fast my goals and dreams. So I follow my life straight. Where I have to stop I stop, step ahead of what I have to pass, I accept the obstacles that appear in front of me and I decide if I want to keep them in my life or not. Life is so simple, so why complicate it?! ;)
All was darkness in my life ...
There was no dawn ...
The stars were bright but I could not reach them
These stars were distant targets, that my pain, my anger and my fear would not let achieve.
One day I woke up and everything was lit ...
Since that day I do not know what is darkness
Today I don't hear the sound of the waves only when I go to the sea, but I hear them constantly around me
Today I don't feel gentleness only when I touch the sand, but when I play whatever I'm building
Today I don't feel free only when I feel the wind, but when I fight for my goals with my beliefs toas
Today I don't feel alone because I am surrounded by people who love me
Today I don't feel unsuccessful, but starting a new life
Today I don't feel sad, but happy to be able to achieve my dreams
I am happy to be alive, but specially to know how to live life.
Today I am what I once was and what I've always wanted to be when I were big!
Today I'm just me and happy to be like I am
For a long time I was unhappy
I left people act in my life
I left them take control over my life
I left who didn't deserved, reach me
I believed that would never be happy, because only bad things happened
I believed that I wasn't good in nothing, because others said I was not capable of nothing
I listened to those who I should not and I did not listen to myself!
Recently I decided to change all that
Today I believe I deserve to be happy like everyone else
I believe I deserve to reach my dreams and above all that I can
I don't let anyone control my life and tell me what I can or not
I am not affected by who deserves nothing from me
I don't let anyone act in my life, only who I want
Today I listen to me every time
I never believed that only will power was enough to achieve something but never knew why.
Now I know! We need will power yes, but the key to achieve all is the mind! Positive thinking! Because we can have all the willpower in the world, but if we do not believe in our abilities and we deserve to achieve our objectives, we'll never get anything! Positive thinking attracts good things! Today I can say that this is even true. Try it, you will see results! :)
Life is a road with several directions. Each directorate is an option that we have to take in life. We never know if it's the good one until we try it, but the positive is that this road has in turn different directions too. Which means if it's not the good option, we can turn right or left. And better yet, is that one day we can return to find the road that we had decided to leave. The funny thing is that there will not be a conscious choice, because you never know where will take us each road. But here's one of the good things of life ... She surprises us. Sometimes certain people or events lead us to go down the road we do not want, but everything has a reason for being. Who knows to learn something or to makes us be able to give the right value at what we have.
For new things or people come into our lives, some have to go to give them space. Whenever something bad happens to you, think it's to give you a lesson. And whenever something good happens to you, think it's because you apply the lesson that was given with the bad one.
Many people only values things or people when they lose them, so why not learn anything from the past. So do not do the same. You learn from your mistakes and bad times, think about it even if it's painful, so when you will have the opportunity to be happy, you will not waste it.
A few days ago I had the choice between two paths. Even if the way I wanted to go was not easy, I was willing to follow him. But someone pushed me to choose the other, so I went. I'm not sure if the fact that I followed that way made that person happy, but I know that it made me unhappy. I do not know if one day I will return to the way he was but life will tell me in the future. The other day someone said "What / who will have to be yours, will be yours. Life takes many turns so do not think about it now. "And I say" Easy to say, but do .... We don't always find something / someone who's so important for us in such a short time. We don't always open our hearts so easily. "I speak for myself because for me it is very difficult to let something / someone come into my life. Perhaps the lessons that life has given me and the pain I've ever had. But the truth was that I left a few days ago something / someone ome cinto my life and now I follow a completely different direction against my will.
I do not want people to say "Maybe one day you will find back that something or someone if they have to be." I do not want to hear it at all, because it means that something or someone will no longer makes part of my life now and I do not want that something or someone to go out of my life. Do not want to go the opposite way to that something or someone, but a parallel path that allows me to get to it whenever possible. A path where there is no need to go back again but which intersects with the path of that something or someone.
I wander through this new path with the memories of the other way.
That way who
did me smile again
did me dream again
did me feel good again
did me again open the door that I closed one day
did me appreciate a cuddle and a kiss again
gave me again desire to give love and recive love
did me again believe that there are still people who deserve that we give them the best of us
And how can I want to erase this way?! I can't because even if everything seems impossible, I think it would be cowardice to turn it off instead of continuing around. How can we prove to someone that he is special to us if we don't show him how special he is to us. The efforts prove it and no the words. Because words are lost half way but the acts are marked like signaling panels.
Today I woke up and everything was the opposite of what I wanted ...
I was alone and where I didn't want to be
The sky was dark and it was cold outside
I felt like a weight that I wanted to get rid
Everything seemed wrong
Sometimes we can be surrounded by people, but if we are not surrounded by people that have importance to us, it's like being alone
The dark sky is not helpful when already inside of us is only darkness
Cold weather does not help when our heart is freezing
If I could, today I was on the other side of the ocean
I would be somewhere in the sun or at least where people seem happier
I would be surrounded by security, stability, friendship and love
I would stay far away from those who are supposed to make me happy, but in reality only make me unhappy.
I would be free ...
free from this weight
free from pain
free from loneliness
free from fear
free from threats
free from this present who's killing me slowly
For the first time I would choose my life without fear of consequences
