Did you ever felt different of the others?!
Did you ever asked yourself in wich world you live?!
I did...
Sometimes I feel like no one can understand me
Sometimes I want to live in a different world
People seems to be afraid to tell how they are...
I don't...
I don't care about what people will think, because it's my life...
I see a lot of
fake people
egoistic people
materialistic persons
I don't want to be like them
I still believe in true
I still believe in dreams
I still believe in love
The most important for me is not fame, money, etc.
But love,friendship, family
My dream is of course to do what I like but above all it's to find the true love and have my own family
I can't understand how people can say they love someone when they put their carreer and objectives in front of the persons they love
I can't understand how people can say they are someone's friend when they have the courage of breaking that person for self interests
People tell me that I'm a big dreamer, that I still see life in pink, etc
But that's not the problem...I only have others priorities, dreams, etc.
Life makes us what we are...But we can also chose to be who we are...
The last choice is made by us...
Last times I keep hearing people telling me that it's not normal not to have someone in my life...But what's the problem?! Of course I want to find someone, but I will not be with someone just to enjoy life like they say...Because enjoying life for me doesn't mean the same as for them...I don't see any interest in being with someone who I know that it will not be the right person. I want to be with someone who makes me feel complete...
They say that I'm cold and will end alone...I'm not agree!Cold is something that they are, because they are with people without feelings!They are with someone just not to be alone and having pleasure!They don't even imagine that they can hurt someone!
So I'm proud to be as I am!Because I have my principles and even if everybody thinks different, I keep being who I am!
Stop to think a little ...
Just a little ... It costs nothing but can dramatically change your outlook on life ...
Ever stopped to think how lucky we all are?!
Ever stopped to think about what exists around us?!
Few realize some things ...
Everyone know the disease called "cancer", but few of you stop to wonder what's the feeling of the person affected by this disease or those around them.
Today it's a disease which is seen very much, but for me it's more than a disease ... Unlike other diseases, this one can take the life ... We're not talking about a flu that is cured with a few days of rest or some medicine.
It's a disease in which there is a constant struggle, even surpassed, it leaves fear of tomorrow.
Many people struggle daily against cancer and it's in vain ...
These people see their life go gradually, and see their family and friends suffering in advance of their absence ...
It's a disease in which the strength and suffering are not always rewarded ...
Can you imagine for example, the pain of parents who have a child of 5 years dying gradually without having the chance of saving him?! Wanting to give everything to their son but knowing that he will never live like other kids ... Can you imagine the fear of a child who knows he will never see his parents again one day?!
People suffering from this disease do not fight to live, but to survive ...
While many of you fight to live the life you always wanted, even if it means bringing misery to the lives of others ...
Ever realized that people affected by this disease, forgive everyone and everything?! Why?! Maybe because they realize that in life there are things more important than all this! That life is unpredictable and shorter than we think to waste time on things that are nothing in the world we live in! These people become aware of how wonderful life is, how much she's more important than we think, of how little things can change everything! They realize that the negative feelings and the negative acts do not help to be happy, but quite the contrary!
While many think how scheming someone, they think about how they can enjoy a day that may be the last!
How many people haven't thought of it all and did evil around them, and when they found themselves in front of such disease, asked forgiveness?!
Life has to be enjoyed, but that does not prevent us from thinking about her sometimes! Why thinking about life, the evil that was done and ask forgiveness only when we reache that point?!
We can savor every moment no matter how small it is ...
We can help those around us instead of being cruel...
We can forgive ...
We can give value to life ...
etc..
Without having to be face to this disease that requires us to do it ...
Fight for your happiness and think that others also want the same ... So fight for your happiness without disturbing those who surround you!
Think how much luck you have to fight for the life you want, while many struggle to have a life!
I realized that little by little disappointment made me turn away from everyone ... Sometimes I try not to close, but whenever I want to let someone into my life, I just run away ... It's not always consciously but the result is the same ... I miss my friends, but even so I end up shutting myself in my world ... Although I'm already accustomed to suffer and I know that I will go over my pain like always, it does not change the fear I have to suffer again. ..
In my world only I exist, my dreams and goals. What does not change the fact that I am also very realistic. Although I close me in my world, I think more than most the people about everything that happens in the world around me ... I believe I don't have the right to complain about my problems, because some people is going through much worse ... I only fight for the life I want and not to live as many. Every time I leave my world to live outside, I realize how much life is sad ... I'd rather live in my world with realistic sense of the outside world, than spending 30 minutes outside having fun, and then coming back in my world and see how cruel life is in real ... Usually people think that a dreamer who lives in his world do not realize the reality that surrounds him. But even if I'm a dreamer and live in my world, I think, and I realize things that other people do not! If I dream it is because I have the notion about how sad the reality is. While many do not dream because they just do not realize ...
While I'm dreaming in my world thinking about me and including people who I want to see as part of my future, many are in the world out there, only thinking about themselves ...
I don't run away from the cruel reality with the excuse that life is like that, every man for himself, and thus also I should be! But I let me take from time to time in the world of dreams where I am happy and living in a better world, always aware that reality is quite different ...
I'm not perfect, as no one is ... I have my strengths and my weaknesses, I have my defects and my qualities. But I'm woman enough to admit my mistakes and apologize when I have to do it... I may not be what many people wanted me to be, but I do not care about what others think. I am what I am and even if life is not easy, I continue to fight for the person who I always wanted to be ... I'm proud of who I am, and who does not, does not deserve anything from me ...
Unlike many, I'm not afraid to say what I think, what I feel and show what I am!
Honestly, there was a time when I was what some people wanted me to be, only to not disappoint them. And one day these same people have disappointed me in the worst way. So since that day I think like I do now. And there will be no person that would change me. Those who will deserve me, will accept me as I am and they will give me due value. These people will not try to change me, but at most improve the person I am ;)
Sometimes I miss my past and sometimes I'm anxious to see my future... I just want to see if some things will change and if my dreams will come true :p
Dei-me conta que pouco a pouco as desilusões fizeram com que me afastasse de toda gente...Por vezes tento não me fechar, mas sempre que quero deixar alguém entrar na minha vida, acabo por fugir...Nem sempre é conscientemente, mas o resultado é o mesmo... Sinto saudades dos meus amigos, mas mesmo assim acabo por me fechar no meu mundo...Apesar de eu já estar habituada a sofrer e de saber que o vou ultrapassar como sempre, isso não muda o medo que tenho de sofrer mais uma vez...
No meu mundo só existo eu, os meus sonhos e objectivos. O que não muda o facto de eu ser muito realista também. Apesar de me fechar a maior parte das vezes no meu mundo, eu penso mais do que muita gente sobre tudo o que acontece no mundo que me rodeia... Penso que não tenho o direito de me queixar sobre os meus problemas, pois há quem esteja bem pior... Eu apenas luto pela vida que quero e não por viver como muitos. cada vez que saiu do meu mundo para viver la fora, dou-me conta do quanto a vida é triste...Prefiro viver no meu mundo com senso realista do mundo exterior, do que passar 30 minutos fora me divertindo, e depois voltar no meu mundo e ver como a vida é cruel no real... Normalemente as pessoas pensam que os sonhadores que vivem no seu mundo não se dão conta da realidade que os rodeia. Mas eu apesar de ser uma sonhadora e de viver no meu mundo, penso e dou-me conta de coisas que todos os outros não! Se sonho é porque penso e tenho noção da triste realidade. enquanto que muitos não sonham porque justamente não se dão conta...
Enquanto que eu estou no meu mundo sonhador pensando em mim e incluindo pessoas que quero ver participar no meu futuro, muitos estão no mundo lá fora pensando apenas em eles...
Não fujo da cruel realidade com a desculpa de que a vida é assim mesmo, cada um por si e que assim tambem devo ser!Mas deixo-me de vez em quando levar no mundo dos sonhos onde sou feliz e vivo num melhor, sempre consciente de que a realidade é bem diferente...
Não sou perfeita, assim como ninguém é...Tenho os meus pontos fortes e os meus pontos fracos, tenho os meus defeitos e as minhas qualidades. Mas sou mulher o suficiente para admitir os meus erros e pedir desculpa quando o devo... Posso não ser aquilo que muita gente queria que eu fosse, mas pouco me importa o que os outros pensam. sou aquilo que sou e mesmo se a vida não é facil, eu continuo a lutar pela pessoa que sempre quiz ser...Tenho orgulho daquilo que sou, e quem não tem, não merece nada de mim...
Ao contrario de muitos, eu não tenho medo de dizer aquilo que penso, aquilo que sinto e de mostrar aquilo que sou!
Honestamente, houve um tempo em que eu era aquilo que certas pessoas queriam que eu fosse, só para não as desiludir. E um belo dia essas mesmas pessoas, desiludiram-me da pior maneira. Por isso desde esse dia que penso como hoje. E não havera pessoa que me mudara. Porque quem me merece, me aceitara como sou e me dara o devido valor. Essas pessoas não tentaram mudar-me, mas no maximo melhorar a pessoa que sou ;)
