Choices

The difference between me and most people is not a lack of will
It's the way I act to get what I want and the priorities I chose
I will never try to get something using the weakness of others
But I will on my way help the weak to also reach what they want
I don't see them as rivals but as people who desires the same as me
Which are probably so good as me in what I want but at the same time different
That's why we are unique because even being similar we have something that makes us different
So why should I stop of being who I am and lose my principles?!
Just because in the world we live now we have to be animals to get where we want?!
That's not a good reason for me!
I'm not an animal and will never be!
If being so helped me in life?!
No! I had more pain and desillusions than victories!
But at least I'm proud of me! I can stay back but the day I will go in front I will recieve more than the others! Because the method I used to reach everything I wanted, will compensate me even more!

A place...Somewhere...

I wished I could say that I wish someone to be here
But the true is that I don't wish anyone to be here with me
I love to laugh any time of the day, and so much as possible
But right now I don't feel like I want to laugh


Sometimes memories come back from far away
I wished I could say  that someone means a lot for me
I'm standing in the dark trying to find the light

They make us understand a lot
But also living back moments that we didn't want
Sometimes I miss some places where I've been 
They made me feel so happy and peacefull

But the true is that my heart is closing every day more
I'm hiding from everyone and everything
But especially trying to go through this pain and all the disillusions

And the only light I find comes from the moon
Sometimes I see a star somewhere in the sky
So I tell to myself 
"If she found her place between all those clouds, I'll find my place somewhere in this world"

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Today I decided to write about me
This time no rhymes, no riddles, no games
Only the truth
Most people think I have a easy life
Others think that I only look at my life
But I see farther away, probably farther than majority
Only that this time I want to look only at my life
Enough of caring for others instead of me

Happy, easy life?
I don't know what it means!
Because instead of what everyone thinks, I never had a easy or happy life
Since I'm little that I don't know what means 
a real family
someone who cares about how I feel
someone who gives importance to what I want
Between family problems, unlived childhood, feelings stored, fear of what could happen, trying to be the proud of the parents, trying to make everyone around me happy, caring of others happiness... I forgot to live my own life and to be who I really am
The years passed and I started to be afraid of living my own life and be who I am
Maybe because I'm not used to do it and am now afraid of changing
Even if I know that sometimes we need to take risks
I know what means having people laughing of me
I know what means being the popular one
And I don't like of both
People has no idea the pression it is to be one of these persons
They can even ruin your life
Everyone passes by difficult and embarrassing moments, but what makes you a good person is that when you see someone in that situation, you go and help her instead of doing the same as the others
I don't want to be like the most people
I want to be myself
I'll try not to do the same mistakes I see around me
I'll try to have what I never had
I'll try to give others what others never gave to me

People use to tell me that I'm a big dreamer and need to put my feet on the ground
But honestly? It's because I'm a dreamer that I don't give up, stand up again everytime I fall and fight for my objectives
I prefer to believe that people one day will see who I am and my true value by being myself
I prefer to believe that I will get what I want by being myself
Because I will know that what I will have will be real, that I deserved it
And more important... I got it without being fake
Sanding others to reach what I want is a strategy I never used and hope never to use
I'm not mad with those who sanded me to get what they want
I only feel pity for them because it means they are really unhappy and insecure of their own value

I'm not ashamed to say that while the most people fight for a big career, for being "someone", for money and easy life, I fight for having my own family
Because I am already "someone", everyone is
And the true happiness is something we find with the feelings
The proof is that 
many rich people is unhappy, they are not fighting to survive but they are not really living
and poor people is fighting for surviving but is happy when is loved
many people fight a all life for superficial things and once their reach them, they are alone to enjoy them. Why? Because they only cared about them own while they were fighting for those things

Just keep in mind that the first impression is the most times the wrong one

The love story of seasons

Our story is the story of the seasons
We met each other in the spring
The season when flowers and bees meet each other
We played the daisies game, "he/she loves me...he/she doesn't love me"
We seduced each other with exchange of smiles and looks
You walked to me and we felt the sun shining over us
It was a perfect day
No cloud in the sky and the sound of the birds as background

In the summer,that seduction game was over
This season is the most hot one...Sun,warmth,parties...
We moved a step forward 
And after the party, passion won against us
All those days of love, and nights of passion
Made our relation so strong as waves 
So sweet as ice cream
And bright as sun and stars

After arrived the autumn when the colors change 
I discovered suddenly another side of this story
Our love was rooted as the roots of a tree
No one could make it fall but at this season his color started to change
Our feelings started to died one by one
And as the leaves they started to fall and get lost
We couldn't understand what was happening
Only knew that few leaves were on the tree and we didn't knew which feelings

Unfortunately the last season arrived, the winter
Our story, our love, died few days after she started
We tried to fix everything, but the snow hid everything we had lost on our way
And the feelings that were still present froze with the cold
Our hearts couldn't beat normal anymore but we had to save them
We battled so much to save this love story and finaly had to admit that it was finished
Then we found the heat we needed to survive and keep us warm
And so...
You met her
I met him

Our love wasn't supposed to last a lifetime
but only the time of a year
It gave us bad and good moments
learned us a lot of things
and made us the man and woman we are now
So it was not in vain

Chapter that was worth it and is now closed

The love train

We promised thousand things to each other
But all the promises we made got lost somewhere
Our plans were never realised
Because the feelings we had, stayed at that special moment

We were supposed to make it real
But we missed the train
That train that would bring us to that love story
We had everything but we were not there
You wasn't there and I wasn't far away
Or you was there but I was too late

Giving up is out of question
When we search love, we know why we move forward
climb mountains
pass by deserts
cross oceans
We can get lost, but we will never feel lost
Cause we know where we going
And will never be afraid

Somewhere midway we will find us
My words will guide you on the road
My acts will show you what's waiting for you
And while no one believes in our story, we will reach it



1...2...3...
And now everyone can open his eyes
Cause the movie of our lives is starting
Enjoy the story

Don't worry if you lose the battle but don't let them win the war!

Few months ago I met a 15 years old girl and I felt so sad for her
It's sad to see people so insecure, because others make them feel that way
No one is perfect,no one is better than others! Some can be better in something but it doesn't make them better in everything
It's a shame to see some people being bad with others to feel better with them own!
That makes them only sad people cause they never do it with people that they consider better than themselves!
Using weaker people than you don't make you better or stronger!It makes you only being a stupid person without principles and respect!

Hey people who feels like nothing next the others, don't give this pleasure to the others
If they can reach something they want, you can do it too!
If they make you fall, don't worry! Just stand up stronger and show them what's your value!!
You are not less than them!You are just different of them! ;)